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Found Sheep
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Ever read back your own posts and thinking WTF?
by DeWandelaar inas time goes forward people tend to change... expecially if you get out of a cult.
your brain for some reason gets de- and reprogrammed and you get other insights and new opinions.
you become a other human.. when reading back some of my previous posts (of about a year ago) i could not help but have a wtf-moment... i even felt a sudden way of "shame" of all the bullshit i was writing.. if you want to read some of mine just check my posts of about a year back.
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I'm curious, when you were asked to do a demo for a Service Meeting part, how did the request make you feel?
by Stand for Pure Worship indid you decline out of fear?
decline because you hated doing demos?
accept the request graciously?
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My LAST hall is small I had a talk or demo every Thursday. I did talks last second. Did I like it NO it was stressful. I laughed myself off the stage more then once
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Dying to Believe
by Watchtower-Free injust saw this and thought i would pass it along .
its about a young jw who died.
because of jw blood policy.
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posted to my FB looking forward to the remarks
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Why do so many think JW Religion is a Cult? (NO APOSTATES PLEASE)
by Brother Mike inmy question is, why do so many think the watchtower bible tract society is a cult?
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Found Sheep
So Mike? You want only those that are IN the cult to give reasons why they are not in a cult?
Hate to break it to you but this is a site full of ex-cult members not apostates as cult members call them
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How many Kingdom Halls have you went to in your lifetime?
by Iamallcool infor me, i think i went to 20 kingdom halls in my lifetime.
just a guess.
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Was a member of 3
Shokan NY 1980-1995
Kingston 1995-1997
Marlinton WV 1997-2008
Went to numerous From Boston, Maine, NJ, VA, SC, NC, California, and every vacation in between
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Have you ever had a hallucination? What was it like?
by Nathan Natas ini have almost never had a visual hallucination and i was wondering what they're like.
how "real" do they seem?
is there any kind of a hint you get that tells you they are not real?
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All my life I have had lucid dreams on and off. They were so bad as a child that I hated to go to sleep. After understanding them they were no longer scarry. I still will walk in my sleep and wake up screaming. I sometimes have a hard time knowing if something happen or if it was just a dream. This morrning I had to check my phone because I couldn't know for sure if I called someone last night. When I was a JW I would think it was demons in the house and would find something to burn
As a nurse I see my patients hallucinate all the time. Sometimes it's do to drugs or withdrawling from, sometimes hospital dilyrium and sometimes mental illness, or sleep disorders.
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Which people in here (or apostate) would you like to actually meet in person?
by ILoveTTATT ini would like to meet so many people!
actually hang out with them and see if we get along after meeting in person!.
here's my list:.
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Found Sheep
anyone within driving distance or a place I go on vaca
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like it !!
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How I recently handled JWs at my door
by Christian guy inthe jws stopped by my house a couple weeks ago on a saturday morning.
i knew that with others most likely waiting for them out in the car they probably did not then have much time to engage in any serious conversation.
so i let them talk while i feigned interest in what they had to say.
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Good job!
Welcome
FS
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How I miss the 'Truth' of my youth....
by gingerbread inmy family moved from the city to the country.. part of the reason for the relocation was to move 'to where the need was greater'.
i loved our new home - i was free to roam the woods and fields, enjoy the wildlife, work in our garden and feed the chickens.
i had new friends in our new congregation.
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I do think the congregation I was in during the 80's was "family" like.... A few moved, they doubled the "bethelites" and it went down hill